Love and Be Loved

I have been in a really good place as of late.  A smile has been on my face and a spring in my step and I’m totally good with that.  I am fighting away the thoughts that tell me that it’s only temporary and that I will fall again.  I know I’ll still have bad days sometimes, but that is no reason to ruin my good days.  I’m going to enjoy this feeling and enjoy the person who has brought this upon me.  I didn’t think I could really become vulnerable enough for this, but sometimes you surprise yourself.  I am convinced of my worth and know that I deserve to be happy.  Today I am happy and there is no guilt attached to it.  That is a big deal for me to say.  In my past, happiness always came with a side of guilt making it very difficult to hang on to.  Having learned to love myself as a person over the last few months has made it easier to open up to a new person and to allow myself to feel something I haven’t felt in a long time.  I am learning to trust again and learning that not everyone is out to hurt me.  These are truths that took some time, but I am finding myself believing.  Practicing a Positive Mental Attitude when I can and keeping myself in the moment as much as I can has rocketed me through the last little while and got me to a place where I am confident in my worth and confident that I am able to love and be loved.  As always I am worth it.  You are worth it.20140401-130406.jpg

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One thought on “Love and Be Loved

  1. You do deserve to be happy and it’s so wonderful to hear that you are. A positive attitude, although challenging to maintain at times, does change everything.

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