Looks like school is out of the picture now. I start back at my old job on Tuesday morning. Sigh. I just need some more time to get my head screwed back on and get stable financially. The effects of this marriage ending are far reaching and I doubt this is the end of it. One day I’ll be able to achieve a dream, but for now my kids are more important. If I’m in school and working I would barely get to see the kids and the fragile state of my mind would be setting myself up for emotional failure. This has not been an easy decision to make, but it is what it is right now. This decision will make more time for my band as well, which is a major component to achieve a balance in my life. I think I’m at peace with this decision; I’m doing the best I can with what I have.