Nope, Not Easier

My wife and I have split up and I’m still struggling for breath. I don’t know why I thought the morning would bring any relief. Woke up alone, no kids waking up with me; no dogs to greet me. So damn alone. I’ve tried so hard to get better; I’ve worked so hard and now it seems futile and useless. I had hope and a dream of going to school and becoming a teacher and giving my family a fighting chance. Now I don’t even know if I can go to school; I have no job and it feels like no hope. I know a lot of this is coming from the shock of it all; the love of my life giving up on me. I’m told it gets better, but right now I don’t see that happening. It is what it is. Now what do I do?



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